So, yesterday I headed back to the office.
For a few hours -- just to get my feet back in the water.
I wanted to be a part of my team's weekly meeting, go to staff lunch, and maybe stay for another meeting.
It was good to be back among these people who I love and am honored to serve with.
The team I'm a part of is hilarious -- I have really missed laughing with them over the goofiest of things.
They also challenge me, every time I'm with them, to think about things differently, to be creative, to access a new way of offering whatever it is I might have to offer!
It was good to be back.
I got to stay for lunch and the meeting right after.
I came home early, rested and worked a little bit more and felt really good about the milemarker I hit.
And then,last night...
I hit a wall.
Hard.
I told Kelly it felt like I was falling down a hole -- my energy was totally gone and I couldn't get to the couch fast enough. Sleeping thru the night was illusive and the morning brought even more challenges.
But, I leveled out as the day progressed and I'm able to say that once again, I'm learning things about myself (right lessons aren't necessarily easy ones).
And I'm still grateful...
| This is my friend Ali wearing a lifejacket-joyfully! |
for my progress,
for a job to go back to,
for a laptop and a comfy chair
to work from,
and that it's OK to jump back into the water...
just keep your lifejacket on
at all times.
A friend shared this quote today...
Pause and consider your day. What seeds from God might be coming to you that you don't want to miss?
- Peter Scazzero
While I have LOTS of opinions, there's a lot I don't know -- I'm the first one to tell you that! But what I do know is that God is always talking, teaching, showing, guiding, correcting, challenging, loving, and planting seeds.
I bet your day didn't go quite the way you planned it either. Whatever came up, I hope as you're able to look back over your shoulder at it, you'll be able to see the "good for you" moment -- they're everywhere you know. Moments that are for our good. And sometimes they even look like running out of energy and having to stop!
Have a great Thursday!
Suze
Suze, We know exactly where you are at this point. I could always see it in Brock's face first. And I would say, "OK, you are getting tired. It's time to quit what you are doing and take it easy!" Somehow I knew it before he did. It is amazing, isn't it, how long this recovery is. Makes us appreciate the miracle of this surgery and Dr. Y even more.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you and continually praying for your daily milestones.